I Want It All

It's almost December, and while for most people that means Christmas is right around the corner, for me it's just a reminder that my birthday (December 7) is approaching once again. I'm not going to mention my age here, but let's just pretend I'm turning 18 lol (for the record, I'm actually way older). And while I would love to rant about how I'm not looking forward to growing older and how I wish time could slow down sometimes, I'm going to refrain from doing so. Instead I'm just going make a really quick Birthday Wishlist to keep the mood of this blog post light :) And I'm hoping my friends and family are reading this (hint, hint).

Five things I want for my "18th" birthday:

1) Hermes Kelly

Okay, so this is probably something that I'm least likely to get this year. My dad told me point-blank that the red Birkin he gave me two years ago was the first and last Hermes bag I'll ever get from him. But it never hurts to dream, right? Maybe one day when I finally have a decent job I'll be able to buy this for myself.

There's just something about the Kelly that is starting to appeal to me. I used to like Birkins because they're very exclusive which makes it hard for anyone to get their hands on one, but lately I've fallen in love with the Kelly's simplicity. I don't really have a specific color that I'm lusting over, but pink would be a great addition to my bag collection ;)

2) "Arctic Monkeys" Shirt

People who know me personally are very much aware of the fact that I am in love with Arctic Monkeys. They've been my favorite indie band since 2005 and my obsession with them just keeps on growing. It's strange, though, because I just realized I don't own any Arctic Monkeys merchandise yet. Even though I'm not really the type who wears band shirts, I wouldn't think twice about wearing an Arctic Monkeys one.

3) Blazers

Most women have an addiction to shoes, but I personally have a strong love for blazers. Although I have so many already, I'm always lusting for more and wouldn't mind getting them for my birthday. Color and style doesn't really matter. As long as it's a blazer, chances are I'll love it.

4) Logan Lerman

I know, I know. . . I probably won't be getting him for my birthday this year either. But this is my wishlist, and Logan Lerman is definitely a part of it, no matter how unlikely it may be that I'll actually get him.

I've liked Logan ever since I watched the first Percy Jackson movie and, well. . . Like I said, it never hurts to dream.

5) Happiness

What I want for my birthday this year is, most of all, happiness. This year has been filled with so much negativity in my life and I honestly would love to be just happy for once. I'm tired of caring about people who do not care about me, worrying about what others are saying about me, missing friends who do not miss me, and trying to mend friendships with people who could not care less. When I finally turn [insert age here] next month, I'm hoping to find the strength to stop holding on to things that do not want to be held on to, and finally let go. . .

And with that, my lovely readers, I am ending this blog post. Yes, I am fully aware that December 7 is still a few weeks away, but I made this wishlist to give you all ample time to shop for me lol.

Just kidding :) Sorta. . .

xo